my world when I'm awake. my thoughts when I don't procrastinate.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Sasha Fierce. Beyonce <3

The amount of people there.. this was when we just got in. The whole place was still filling up.

I want to share... my first ever concert in Edmonton.

I went to Beyonce's concert. OMG~ *heart throb* *pants* *SO HOT!!!!*

LOVED IT. Every bit of it. ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT. Kay so I realised that my pictures aren't so super clear.. So I'm not gonna post all of them. I can say that she's ONE AWESOME performer! Her voice is soooo clear, it's as if I'm playing her songs on my Ipod. Only she's live and dancing and performing and her dancers are HOT TOOOOO! LOL~

Samantha for buying my tickets and telling me about it.
Leanne and Maureen for going with the two of us and making it such a fun time.
OF COURSE Bernard for sponsoring my ticket =)
awww.. my friends are awesome.

and SO I activated Facebook. THIS DOES NOT MEAN that I'm back to that Facebook creep I was, it's because I kinda took away all the pictures I tagged of my friends and they miss their pictures. and some thought I deleted them. so yaah, I'm leaving it activated. la la la~ Beyonce. and her songs. ICHIBAN~

Monday, March 23, 2009

lock or unlock

i decided to lock my blog up. because nothing interesting is going on in my life.

then i thought:

I'm going to Beyonce's concert this week. (Thursday)
I'm going to Leanne's 22nd Birthday Bash this week. (Saturday)

Life can't be that bad AFTERALL =)

ps: Finals season started. So praaaaaaaaaaaay for me. I need to do good in my exams.
But yes, if you tried logging in to my blog and couldn't get in. that was cos I thought my life was done and over.

I deactivated Facebook. and I deactivated Friendster(about time since I never use it anymore). and I'm thinking about deactivating more stuff. Maybe I shouldn't so much time online. It doesnt benefit me at all. BUT friends, I'm not going to deactivate MSN. I need some of your msn addies, as I don't have everybody.


ps: was in school today and in the middle of our Physics class, the fire alarm went off. **** everyone had to evacuate out the school and it was SO BLOODY cold outside, at least there was the sun. the Two guys I hang out with in class were smokers... so I stood next to smokers, and everyone grouped up everywhere else because they were 'allergic' to smoke. yeah right, way to make smokers feel bad. they're awesome as friends though. smoking? not so awesome. but i respect their choices.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

My Feelings.


I feel sick to my stomach knowing that I did this little of preparation for my midterms.. that I'll be writing in less than an hour.

I feel sicker realising the one class I missed, made me miss MOST of my notes. I wish I was never a procrastinator, which would never be true because I'm just never gonna not be one.

I can eat soooooooo much, but I can only absorb this much knowledge. I don't think I'm cramming, am I? I've been reviewing after each class. I just never did the WHOLE recap at one go.


I get distracted so easily, looked into the PADI lessons in Malaysia, it's about RM1200. Pretty good for pricing, especially with all the dives I'll be getting. K enough of being distracted. BACK TO BOOKS.

If I was given an option to go back in time and to relive my class sessions, I don't think I would of been any different. That's me. The lazy Donna. A R G H !

Friday, March 13, 2009

Project 365 Day 4

ps: my update :) sesame street's world.

Project 365: Day 4, March 13 2009

A Picture with my Mickey Mouse mug. (Thanks Tracy =) )

I love my new Canon. HAHAHA.

It feels like a summer day today, so bright and warm.. AHHHHH *sips milk and enjoys youtube*

HAHAHAHA, k the weekend is here. I'm gonna be working on my midterms AND GOD BLESS ME I need to do super super well in my midterms! I wanna post more pictures that I took with Elmo and Cookie Monster. SO COOL!

Have a good weekend my friends =)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Project 365: Day 3

Project 365 #3 : March 12 2009

Doing my laundry while watching youtube.LOL
Youtube stole my soul.

I still wear this t-shirt =)


It's my second year to date being in Canada. Woohoo.

Happy 2nd.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

is this a sign?

Is this a sign of giving up hope??

I realised my weakness.
I'm really competitive. especially if I do well in a subject.
and if I don't, I give up right away.

Am I doing this to myself? Why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

I have so much going on and I write myself a to-do list. I apply my motivational seminar's knowledge. I think and I try to motivate and excite myself to study. Yet nothing happens.

I don't want to give up because giving up means my dream will remain a dream.

Am I not determined enough? Am I screwing my life up? My life sucks. At this point, I just want to restart my life. I know it's too late and I should never look back but what can I do to straighten out this flockedup situation.

ps: I've attended every single class. and I'm super proud of that. I did super good on my Biology quiz and I think my Physics midterm went well. Either than that, my life is crashing. My favourite organic chem... i screwed it. SIGH. I feel so bad for not doing good. I knew I could of done better.

Donna bong needs to get off the computer.

pps: my charger adapter is coming apart. I need a new one or else I won't be able to use my laptop. maybe that's a sign.



my promise to myself. If I GET MY ASS back to studying and do well this time. (I'm not dropping any of my courses)
I WANT TO GO PARASAILING and do all the water activities available in KK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, March 8, 2009

Project 365: Day 2

Project 365: Day 2, March 08, 2009

this picture was taken on my way home from work.
from the reflection, you can see the winspear center. SO cold today. it was -23'C.

Daylight Savings Starts... It was 2am.. but then it went right to 3am. I only have 23 hours of Sunday. =(

My midterms starts again tomorrow. BOO.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Project 365: Day 1

Project 365: Day 1,March 07, 2009

Inspired by Timothy Tiah and Princess Aubrey's post about their Project 365... I've decided to start mine. Only that my life isn't as interesting, I'll probably post a blog everyday or every other day when something interesting happens.

This... was the picture of Leanne and I, at Lucky 13. Awesome time~ And I just love this poladroid thingy. LOL

Friday, March 6, 2009


Alright friends, I've bought all my tickets and so everything is now confirmed (return ticket as well, because I was lacking the last miri to kl ticket to connect everything)

so just a review(for my own keepsake) and since friends like CASPER can also forget even though we're online like:
A L L T H E T I M E ! ! ! !

April 30: Edmonton to Hong Kong, Reach May 1st.
(we're meeting up with Tony and we should perhaps plan out places to go!)

May 6: Hong Kong to KL, Reach May 7th
(Tony goes back to Singapore, catches his flight to Korea then back to Edmonton, and we, START OUR HOLIDAYS IN MALAYSIA =) )

May 7: KL to Miri
(I'm meeting up with Debbie, our godsister and we're flying back to Miri together)

May 11: Drive Debbie back to Brunei, then head to KL (reach KL at night)

May 18: KL to Miri
(same flight as Shirley, Song, and Sze... mark this date mark this date. HISTORY you know)

then pretty much I'll be in miri the whole time, getting all the needed documents done, hang out with the mum, the little brother, the little cousins, the aunties and uncles, the grandma and grandpa, the friends, and probably I'll drive to Brunei to look for the Bong relatives. =)

June 17: Miri to KL
(with my mum, bro and Doris. Dad's gonna be somewhere in Malaysia so he'll meet us up. KONONnya he's gonna be in Terengganu. I doubt it, dad will be in Miri. LOL)
ps: we're leaving Miri for good and will be back.... perhaps when the next passport expires?

June 21: KL to HK
(then we'll be in the HK airport, slacking, being bored, ranting, sleeping, going through pictures, sobbing, missing home)

June 22: HK back to Edmonton.
(and life back in Edmonton will start all over again)

I will be working every single day, like 7 days a week, 1pm - 9pm at Lenscrafters, that's for when I'm back. (already have that set up with my managers) I'll probably look for another job, a job at the optometrists office, AND
I'll be taking summer school, so probably just one course so that I can really do well in it.

I'll be broke as hell, but the trip will be worth it.
ps: We were going to be paying the full amount of our rent for the duration that we're gone... but i think, i THINK my friend might rent it. LOL. so super excited. If she does then that's money into savings!!!

Some thoughts I pondered on while I was walking home after 12++ hours in school, classes and assignments... all that (I was walking when the chilly wind was blowing on my face, I could feel my face cracking cos it was so cold, and I wore the wrong shoes-my sneakers not UGGs, trying to walk straight, not slip with the ice and snow all binded together, missing the light to cross the street, needed to walk further so I could get to the zebra crossing and cross, then realised it was show-and-tell day in our apartment for all artists, designers, musicians.. and me and Doris weren't in any categories, so prayed as hard that I wouldn't be seeing them on our floor so I wouldn't have to give that awkward smile and close the door behind them not letting them in not because we don't like them but because we have no arts to show them:

This time last year,
everything was the same. snow, school and me.
This time this year,
everything is still the same. snow school and me.

Then, what next?
yeah, I have no idea.

no new progress, no new determination.

Donna Bong Donna Bong *shakes head like Boon Boon*

I'm at this age, yet I don't act like this age. I'm this far away to Optometry, yet I'm not determined enough. OH GOD.

PS: March 12 2009: My TWO whole years in Canada. No Jokes. OMG.

I've looked at pictures, tried to find some of the same pictures.. and realised that places I went last year and places I went last last year and places I now go, are totally different. I made alot more in 2008 than I did in 2007. (was doing my taxes) But I spent ALOT more than what I spent in 2007. HAIH. Donna needs to learn. It's 2009. And I'm blowing money off like crazy, even when the account is about go dry. *sobs*