i miss you so...

the new term started.. my winter 2008 term. all is going on well.. bought all my books. have everything scheduled out... ready to rock the term and boost my GPa.. but... i miss having the friends i had. i miss everything during my fall term. this term seems so boring.. im soo lonely.. i have nobody.. i'm all on my own!

but its a blessing in disguise that during Brian's new year's eve eve party.. i've come to meet new friends i can call friends..

i miss the Donna that was back in Malaysia. I miss being the person to drive people around.. seeing Ronald (new buddy) driving the others around reminds me of the times i'd call sze and mann and make them go shopping with me.. i'd drive everywhere and i'd never have the problem of getting anywhere. unless i was out of gas.. but then i'd just drive the other car with gas... haha~ i love mommy.

and so i'm listening to Where'd You Go - Fort Minor.. and it reminded me bout the me that's gone.. i'm so far away from my bestest friends and my family.. i miss Donna that didn't have to work, that didn't have to worry about anything... suddenly feeling insecure about me being here. i'm finally sick and tired of work. no longer am i enjoying them.. what happened? i dunno....

anyways.. random pictures of my friends i miss alot..


us before our photoshoot. what a memorable day. chung driving shirley's car... rain and the sun out? me getting out from work.. lols.. going back to work.. rushing for a bang trim.. lols.
my two super duper hyper-curious-never ending question students. love them.. and their mommy :)
YAY! me and sze.. finally in the same shirts.. lols~
our pre-banana boat ride .. yippeee
banana boat!!!!!!!!
the island.. loved it.. would of been wonderful if my other group of friends made it.
my little buddy waiting at home.. waiting for me!!!!!!!
the gathering after my trip to Brunei.. skipped school and got 3 other guys to skip with me. muahahahha.. love it love it love it.
mee bedroom... awww.. i miss dong-oh~! our christmas dinner at my house..
new years night at the suite. what a great party.. lols.. everyone that was sober ended up wasted.. lols.
KK trip.. loved it.
yerrr.. posers!
my darling ting ting.. love this boy to death..
the night out before i left Miri..
my birthday! lols.
squats.. love this picture alot tooo..
us in shirley's car.. no.. song song's car...
Interact Night. lols.. loved the camp.. i drove home everyday to shower and eat. lols.
girls and me...
elementary kiddos.. 6 years later... lols..
friends that made my packing fun.. great to have them around...
i think this was the happiest time ever everyone had while looking into a camera for like.. 30 minutes. hahha
jia wei.. naughttty...
us at the university...
this weirdo seminar that kept our saturday away from play :(
bernard, gee, and me.. i love them. i love them! i love them~~~~~~~~~
the beach and us... :D
ladies from school..
tall buddies.. lols.. loved how they tolerated with my procrastination and my annoyingness in class.
seniors night.. yay! me and my curls.... and heels.. omg how they killed...
the most adorable puppy in the world.. omg i forgot his name.. my student's puppy..
my best friend and partner in crime and my brother : Daven :)
yipppeee~~
BBQ.. at the beach.. this was .... 3 years ago?
guys with nail polish.. with special thanks to Donna.
one of our many hangouts... lols
my house.. this was during chinese new year.



well i noticed that i had amazingly loads of fun... im sad daddy didnt send my pics that i took when we were in KL.. or else i'd have more pics to upload.. anyways.. thats me and my friends..
friends i care for and friends i miss.. ALOT.

i kinda miss being who i was.. i don't know why. i kinda lost myself.. sigh!

aduii...

I finally achieved my new years resolution!!!

went SNOWBOARDING with jack, mike, and 3 more girls.. saw henry, aileen, jenny and marion there as well.. snowboarding was FUN! super duper fun.. omg it feels so weird having something so heavy tied onto your leg.. but after a while i got used to it. one thing i sucked so badly at was getting up everytime i fell!! (i think its my gravity point, or im not using the right muscle.. or im just to heavy to stand up.. sobs!)

but apart from that everything was good. i'm soooooooo looking forward to another snowboarding trip.. hopefully with aileen and christine.. to the mountains!!! :D i wanna get my own snowboots and snowboard. that'd be sooooooo sweet.

anyways.. came home and i left my whole bag in jack's car.. probably i was too tired to even noticed. by the time i noticed i left my bag in his car.. he was goneeeeee.. no keys to enter the apartment!! luckily brian was at home.. so i hung out at his place while shivering and waited for Doris to come home from work.

then i got my bag later at night when they came downtown to eat ... kekekeke...

had a goood rest last night.. and stayed in bed all morning just because i felt like it. hahaha~

and so i went to Ruth Chris' Steak House for my interview.. man.. training starts this Sunday... i don't know if i should take it.. hmmmmm.. should i take the job? its gonna be in a fine dining environment and i'll learn lots especially bout drinks and food and all that good stuff...

but i wanna take up makeup lessons too... cos i wanna be a certified makeup artist.. then i could do freelance and help people during their wedding... their grads... ooo boy it would be so interesting! gotta do some hardass thinking tonight about whether to take makeup courses or to take up the job.. i could look for another job... like hotel macdonald thats next door as well!! aiyaiyai.......

what should i do?

school is starting soon.... i went to school today to get my winter u-pass (a little sticker on my student ID.. gives me free rides all over edmonton on buses and LRTs for the whole term) and got a new locker.. (3 lockers away from my old one).. and bought some compulsory books that i cannot bargain at all (lab manuals.. sobs sobs). hahaha~ looking forward to get some calls on my textbooks and to call people for some good priced books! i dont care if its highlighted.. it helped me in sociology! lols~

so what should i do about ruth chris? makeup class? *frustrated*

back to reading the world is flat... and the tempest!

my journal.

January 1 2008
sick as i can be. was being nice to hongzai.. had a chat with him at 3am when i got back from work... dang he had his dinner it looked awesome i wonder what it was. 1985 babies are getting naggier and naggier.. him and Doris. = SIMILAR.

so mr. pui didnt wanna chat to me cos i was sick.. fine. woke up and went to work and learnt how to make cull lenses for frames that were returned for exchanges. waaaaay cool. i liked the tracer.. and i like how fast it was for the machine to get the lens to the shape needed.. did a pair of sunglasses.. tinted the lenses.. and did a pair of rimlone frame. got to groove it the traditional way but it was an easier method.

came home... went to Debbie and Dallen's house for more wii sports!!!!!!!! i need to boost my bowling points.

had dinner at aunt magie's house.. asam fish~ yum yum.

looking forward to my snowboarding trip attempt 2!

i need to finish up my english homework......

NEW YEAR 2008

Happy New Year 2008!!

to all my friends that are in Malaysia... i'm so sorry i didn't send this message earlier.... i forgot all about the time zone difference....

hope all of you have your new year's resolution set and paved and ready to roll!

new years for me was great.... worked at Shaw with my friends..... had a blast... it was a concert.. and man i had fun slacking around and just enjoyed the crowd. should of went out with Doris and Debbie though...

well anyways... 2008 is the new beginning... my new beginning!!!

The Way I Spent My Money *grins*

and so i came home one day... (1st day of after-exams) with two heavy bags... containing everything that i always wanted!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sooo happy!

since i promised to post the things i bought.. here yaaa go! i got good deals okay? *laughs* mango sugar scrub~ for my after pedicure-d feet :)
MY IPOD!!! iPod classic - 160GB. silver - it's a little too big for me (the amount it can hold) ... but i like the size and the weight of it.
my Casio digicam - its metallic pink... and i dunno why i didn't take a picture of it on its own.. but its pink :) *loves* and the best part is i can take 10.00 minutes video in YouTube format so i can post it all up. Doris will get to become the next esmeedenters :)
and so the salesperson told me i needed to spend another 150 to get my 12 months interest free card. so i bought some more stuff. this lightscribe cd is perfect... i can make cool albums... one day? :P
a mouse for me.. so i won't take the one doris has... its easier to scroll and click then dragging my fingertip on the mouse-piece on my laptop. especially if im eating.

i bought a 1GB memory card for my camera... it was on sale! *yay* and a screen protector that comes in 4 pieces but i think i wont be using it anymore cos i fumbled with the first perfect piece and it didn't turn out right. i don't think i know how to cut rectangles properly. argh im sooo angry! i have 3 more chances though!
and THIS!!! is the sweeeeetest phone ever! its just 7 bucks! its metallic blue... and it has a sunflower on it~! heheh~ its for our suite... now u can press 280 and buzz us! instead of us going all the way down to open the door. hahaha
this is one retarded thing that i bought. i INITIALLY thought it was cool to have a headset with a mic and to even switch colors on the headset. retarded... gonna return that and get an ipod case instead because i scratched my ipod on the second day and there's fingerprints all over it. dang!
before i left the mall.. i checked out the gift store.. thought of getting some new animals to add it to my collection.. so i got a monkey :)

and a hippo (angie *loves*)
and prior to all those purchases... i went to my favourite shop.. and i found the best bargains ever! my bags are just 5 bucks each... :) *lihai leh*

its silly to have two same bags.. but different colors.. i can use it for different occasions with different clothes rite? :)

bought bags... bought some shoes to go with it too! :D (20 bucks each.... where to FIND!!!)

some silver and some gold...
lols~ yeahh.. i was proud.. and happy... and tired too.. THS the bad eye bags.. the pimple outbreak.. but yeahh.. it was a great day!
and i stopped at the last shop and found the two things Doris and I needed ever since we moved into our place... picture hangers! *hahahahahha* 87 cents each.. contains 10 hooks and nails. sweeeet~ lols~ YEAH.... and so the whole thing totaled up to more than 1000.. but i did work 6 hours that day.. thats 60 dollars of income :) muahahahha..

i love holidays! *merry christmas!!!!!!!*

finding a pathetic reason to CRY

i was finding a pathetic reason to cry...

then i came across Jay Chou's "I'm not Worthy".

its so SAD!!!!!!!!!!!! *bawls*

its so sad . . . and i'm so pathetic . . . omigosh~ sighs~

i'm not even in a relationship and seeing how that girl is treated really hurts me.. so kelian...

things aren't really going my way.

karma man. :(

*cries*

I miss Miri.

YAY! i finished my Fall 2007 term.

i'm really happy, walked home with a grin on my face :D

this really nice guy sat next to me during my finals, and I'm happy that he left like at the end of the exam when I was about to finish too so I didn't freak out... Sorry man i kept shaking the table and kicking the table. lols~ i know u'd wanna choke me. oh well. just pray u wont see me next term.

and so Right after my finals. here I am. doing nothing. oh my god i'm so bored!
i wanna go home. Carter gets to go home, Deki is home, dang....

Roti Canai.
Kolok Mee + Kicap + Chilli
Wa-tan-hoe.
Roti canai.

. . . omg. what's wrong with me? i can only think about the 3 dishes. i'm losing it!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!

i miss home. miss my car. miss my cars. miss my car. miss beebee. miss beezai (RIP), miss little Daven. miss mommy. miss daddy. miss cousins (the cool ones). miss auntie. miss uncle. miss my car. miss my sofa. miss my tv. miss my remote control. miss the cash i had in hand. miss my painted hp. miss my friends. miss the swimming pool. miss the traffic jam. miss the 8 hours daylight. miss the weather. miss the rain. miss 2020. miss senadin coffee shop. miss driving to lutong. miss reverse parking. miss sleeping in class. miss getting my hair done. i miss being the one in miri. i miss seeing my friends back. i miss so much stuff. i wanna go home...

sigh!

Fall 2007

the christmas that's coming!!!



my fall 2007 is going to be officially over tomorrow at 4pm... right after my hardcore chemistry paper. ooo boy~



i know i should be studying now but i'm just mad with all the questions. taking my 3 hour break from studying now. lols~



had a great term and i met loads of fun friends.



Chelsey - my Bio lab partner: we practically break stuff every lab, my Chem lab partner and my Bio lecture partner. she's one smart blondie that you wont wanna mess with :D



Carter - the emotionless guy thats soooo smart. yikes! mr. smarty pants thats turning 18 soon.. finally. lols~ i'm lucky to have him and Chelsey around at all times. the two people i can call on and just start yakking. though he is soooooooooooooo annoyed of me :p



Courtney - my Econ buddy and my chem buddy too.. it's crazy how i met close friends that names start with 'C'. its a thing... hmm..



Marijana - crazy hippie: my Chem Partner.. man the class won't be the same without her.. love this crazy lady.. lols~ gotta go to her fav I-Ho some day and hang out there.. lols. watch everyone get drunk but me.



Dave - aw.. the chef, met him in the cafeteria then found out that we actually have ALMOST every spare at the same time. didn't spend much time with him.. but everytime we do.. it's crazy. we never end up having any studying done. boooo~



Chas - guy that never comes to class, and if he does, he wont be taking any notes or he'd be on Facebook.. writing notes into my wall. hmph. smartie.



Travis - my Econ buddy as well. man he's mr blurr guy. always enjoyed having him and my adorable lecturer in the class. :D



Jessica - my English buddy and Econ buddy.. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna see her still cos English is throughout the ENTIRE year. yay~~ *yawns* (i'm yawning cos of my English class, not because of her. lols~ she's a sweetie)



There's Yoshi that i'm pretty sure i'd see even after the term since we work together.. umm Doris's friends.. Jane, Jedith, Kevin, Jared, David... yay~ lols!


There's Kristina, Nicole, Amy, Will, David, Kelsey, Andrew, Curtis... lols.. the list goes on. :p
well, i'm pretty happy with all the new friends i made and met this term.

looking at the little list that i made.. i AM pretty happy with the amount of fun friends i made. I don't need 1000 friends to keep the world spinning.Quality friends work best :D

lols~ i know they're glad i'm not in their classes anymore.. the end of Donna and her annoyingness.. lols~ wait, there's still Facebook! hahahaha~
(i know BoonBoon is rolling her eyes now.. i know it i know it :p)



looking forward to a warm christmas.. some snowboarding with Henry *if it turns out this time*, a good income making month :D, and a great WINTER 2008 term!!!
(the smile on my face)

English 101

That time thou year in mayst in me behold - Sonnet 73, William Shakespeare.

Let me not to the marriage of true minds - Sonnet 116, William Shakespeare.

I'm Nobody-Who are you?
Are you a - Nobody too?
Don't tell - they'd advertise - #288, emily dickinson

I heard a fly buzz- when I died - #465, emily dickinson

i started early- took my dog -#520, emily dickinson

because i could not stop for death-
he kindly stopped for me - #712, emily dickinson

the whiskey on his breathe - my papa's waltz, theodore roethke

i'm addicted. *frowns*

2 down 5 more to go~

Biology Lab Final - check.

Chemistry Lab Final - check.

5 more to go!!!! wooohoo~

Our Daily Bread.

Just thought that i would post up what we purchased the OTHER day.. when we went to chinatown. i found the essence of chicken! buy 6 get a free plate also.. lols~

then we have a bunch of instant noodles. doris' so-called herbal noodles. stinks the whole room with herb smells. hahah~ there's pasta.. there's japanese rice.. there's normal white rice in the white plastic bag (got it from auntie magie SINCE we moved in. hahaha) and there's more instant noodles in the green freshkon bag (EOG.. ehem ehem)
i don't know why we bought soya milk.. but its not good. er.. yeah.. not AS good. there's herbs.. we still have it.. we're supposed to make good nutritious chicken soup.... obviously no one has done that yet.. more sauces are in the fridge.. salad sauce, marinade sauce, jams, butter, mayonnaise, pasta sauce. lols... anything to make the food taste better.
fresh fruits! yeeeea~ lols.. tomatoes... carrots.. cabbage.. and avocado (darn i dunno how to open or cut one.. i bought it to make sushi... made sushi without avocado in the end cos its so hard to cut open. does anyone know how?)

yeah.. well.. the food lasted us.. for bout.. umm.. im not sure.. but we still have loads of them in the fridge. we NEED to start cooking actively. lols

LOVES again.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

i love you too :D

wow i missed both mommy and daven and daddy's birthday.

i missed your anniversary too...


just had a little chat with you guys.. but i had to study...
when i was looking for my Biology report book, i couldnt find it.. it was in SCHOOL!!!!

so i ran out and got inside the bus in time.
reached school in amazingly 4 minutes..
after i got my books i had to wait 20 minutes for the bus again. no mittens, no scarf, no socks, screw that..

so i started running home.
omg that was the coldest run ever.. omg omg omg~

well.. i didn't have to wait 20 minutes for the bus :) *smirks*

i made it home in 20 minutes.

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