I had a great time. The surprise birthday party was the best thing that happened to me this month so far. Really grateful that I have my two lovely sisters here. :)

Best things about being 21 and celebrating it?
The 21 things are:

1. Having twin friends. its like a double illusion. oooo~!... twins.. and more twins.. there's a twin effect. IT's so cool. I met three sets of twins since school started. And I'm super close with the Tam's cos Doris owns them. LOL

2. Having loads of guy friends. Loads of male spirit in the air. Crazy and meaningless jokes that cracks everyone up. BOO! (Jeremy)

3. Having friends that are close at heart. Great to work with, great to talk to, great to hang out with, great that they think just like me.

4. Having awesome co-workers. Yes, it's sad that I had to work on my birthday, but it was awesome that I had it celebrated and I'm happy to know that I'm cared for at work. (From left to right: Nadia, Travis (GM), Remah, Debbie, Khaled, Courtney)

5. Taking crazy pictures. This picture. Has no meaning. But it's cool. HAHAHAHAH

6. Being a loner. :)

7. Being a kid again.

8. Being all cute.

9. Being all silly at work.


10. Being beautiful.

11. Being directionless.

12. Being hot.


13. Being a sweety.

14. Being silly around friends.
15. Being happy.

16. Being content.

17. Realising getting drunk is not the way to everything (had martini's.. and damn rashes are back)

18. Realising playgrounds are fun when only there's the right crowd.

19. Realising that some friends still chicken out and not go skydiving.

20. I will go skydiving.

21. I want to. I will do it.

My birthday was awesome. I enjoyed it despite the fact that I'm older. Oh well. Glad that my sister did something special for me this year. Thanks for all the birthday wishes I received in Facebook, MSN, my phone.. friendster.. just everywhere. and DAVIDCHOI got me the sweeeeeetest bday videoclip! it's in my facebook wall. omg! custom made for me. AHAHAHAHAHHA~ *faints*

again... 谢谢!!!

What is an excellent customer service?
What is a mind-blowing experience?
I've had the worst customer service ever since I got here. Telling me that they don't have the color without even checking. Telling me that in order to find crocs it's going to be sooooooooooooooo hard it's better off to not go search for it. And leaving me to carry the shoes to the cash. WHAT THE HECK!!!!!

I'm a customer and I deserve the proper service everyone should get. Even if it's five minutes to closing there's no freaking reason to do that. To play catch with another employer in front of me and to ignore me? To not even take it to consideration that I could get them fired?!

Anyways, I guess it's my birthday night and I'm just being an old woman. I make sure all my customers get a mind-blowing experience and I make sure they're educated and they're told about the sales. I'll do anything to get that guy fired or to apologize or to even consider about going back to work. What is a store with employee's manager calls "monkeys"?

SportChek, City Center. Worst place to get shoes if a black young guy is the person in charge.

i have a feeling that i'm losing the grip to life.
i lost the feeling i once had towards work and life.
i lost everything that used to be here.
i dont know what i want anymore.
i dont know. i dont know.
i cant mingle. i cant socialize. i cant do anything right. im socially awkward and im not proud of it.
this is nuts. this is not fun.
im turning 21 soon and there's nothing i want more than my life back.
i hate how my sister has an expectation on how i should behave.
i think i should give up my purpose to stay here.
do i really want to?

went to the award gala for "You're Welcome Edmonton Awards", I guess I achieved at LEAST something in life. I was a nominee out of so many. and this was a great experience. i also realised that there's a disadvantage to being allergic to alcohol. damn asian blood.
freaking caucasian guy needs to check himself out in the mirror and get someone to judge his talents before he bluffs. oh gowd! gross guy. wonder why he got nominated. bleh~

anyways... skydiving? need to get that done soon. life? need to find it back.

Happy Mother's Day! <3

some randoms i found in my phone. the invention of camera phones is remmmmmarkable :)

the EC robe that i folded....
me waiting for the EC door to open~ think it was becky that was playing with my phone
my hair.. see brown..blonde.. and bits of purple..
jedith, me and jane... our wem trip
justin and peter.. grad season.. fun times.
jennifer and i.. in the bus heading to wem
my sushi~~~~ i made it i made it:)
my henna lizard
dana and her kick-ass pink bicycle
doris back when her hair was long and her skin was super tanned
my super duper cool bacteria :) ecoli i think
the gym i take my exam in...
elmo elmo elmo elmo elmo~~
some kinda burnt thingy kevin cooked.
debbie and i prior heading to the bar
little daven and mummy..
me and my tongue...
little doggy in the mall..
my aweeeesome chemistry experiment.
roc star roc star.. yeahh~ #3 in Canada :)
some gross gum found on the bus ~ i'm a retard i know i know
a view of what i see while at the bus stop
jared and kevin hugging doris BACK then.
jared attempting to l-i-c-k doris
my hair color stripped twice
jennifer at red robins
my BAGS of groceries.. at least 20lbs...
darren and i @ their living room
look at debbie arching her brows.. @ mcD
britney me and aleece

wow~ fun times. all from my phone.. pics were taken since i got my phone.. almost a year old... i miss everyone that was once in my life :)

Winter is officially over... the beautiful river that was frozen now looks like this...
and so i went for my walk... *skips*
this is the view of downtown from the park... my apartment doesnt look that big anymore from here...
the river... well i think it's actually a lake..
BIRDS!!! pretty birds!!
the park....
my dream apartment ~~ so pretty... with the balcony on the 3rd floor.. such a peaceful area with a park right in front of the apartments... sigh~
more more more more more
more more more more...

daddy..... choose one real estate and call them.. i wanna live there.. *sigh* :)

2 days off from work.
feels like an eternal.
i'm back to feeling what i used to feel.
i want i want and i wants.
i want a nintendo ds. (pink or white please)
i want my printer to print perfectly. (i screwed that up)
i want to enjoy the summer. (been crazily procrastinating lately)

i like where we live. i like the location. i like the facilities but i hate my landlord (landlady) gosh she's not very nice.

i want to have that extra cash so i wont have to feel so bored.
i want to have that shopping mode again. kinda lost the excitement to shop.

i want new runners.
i want that reebok i saw at athletes world.

i want more friends.

i want my sister to stop putting her bf as her top priority and make him her world and do everything with him or do anything and mention him. if only if i could remember how she acted before she dated. she's different. i'm different. we come from the same family yet we're so different. why is that. why does that happen. i'm not jealous. i just don't like talking to someone that thinks about another person 24/7 and only gets happy and HAPPIER when she gets to talk about him. it's disgusting and irritating. i feel like im 13 again.

anyways... i'll get what i want. i want what i want. i want it because without it i feel like life's stupid.

the world does not revolve around me and i know that. crap. i want i want i want.

I found another part of Edmonton that I really, really like. I wish I can move there.
I'll upload pictures tomorrow after my walk there :)

Finally an area I like besides the mall.