my world when I'm awake. my thoughts when I don't procrastinate.

Sunday, November 25, 2007


Happy Birthday Little Daven!

Er Jie LOVES you~


have a great birthday!! talk to you soon~

Saturday, November 24, 2007


I'm addicted to Facebook.
and Friendster.

Finals are coming. I'm going to quit Facebook and Friendster til my finals are done.


I will and I shall.

kev n Dor.. i'm emo? yeah.. wadeV.. lols.

I need to get rid of this addiction.

and maybe deactivate the web service on my phone too cos i'm so addicted. blah.


omg. i dunno. i hope i do well.

and i have to take IELTS and this english test. retarded. a total waste of money. sigh!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I don't understand...

I don't understand....




. . .


it's just annoying.


I don't understand it anyways.


signs off.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Pissed *runs into wall*

Gosh.. hate this so much.

i'm sooooo pissed!

i was so happy that there was a promotion going on in the jewellery store.



50% off silver. why the heck would i wanna spend my money on silver.



went in.. not impressed.

went out... not impressed.

things in the promotion booklet aren't available anyways.. waddddd~

waste of my time, effort n feelings.


sorry mom.. i wished i could of gotten u diamonds.

*kicks air*


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Saturday, November 17, 2007

I'm 20.5 years old. :P

christmas is coming.


i think.

sales going on.


i am going to buy diamonds tomorrow.

my first time in my entire life.

one for me.

one for Doris.

one for Mum.

one for aunt Vivian. (person i love most after my family)

i wonder how much i will spend.

i hope i don't overspend.

i am broke.

i will be broke.

i don't want to be broke.

i will work harder.

and i did not forget my books.

books are my love. school is my passion.

i wonder how my aunt is. i miss her alot. i miss everyone.

. . .

yea~ i do.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

I... am just mean.

i'm being mean lately.

i'm being very very mean.

i just don't feel like talking since i have to talk all day at work.

maybe i should just get a job as a librarian. so i wont have to talk.

i dun think anyone will understand me. how i hate talking... how.. well i do love talking.. but i guess i like alone time too..

i like being alone in my own world.. i think i have a lil' bit of that.. (ANTM contestant has that disease) where you just find it hard to relate to society and to social around.

i seriously am losing my sense of social..

i dont think i find it a point to do so.

whats the point of making new friends when the old ones are just as good?

whats the point of making new friends if you don't plan to be nice to them or vice versa?


well, im being mean to my sister too..
i'm just being a pain in the ass..
i think i would talk to her more if we were friends. then we can hang out on certain days.

i dunno..

im just mean.

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Thursday, November 8, 2007



i just realised i hardly fill in questionnaires.. since i just finished my midterm.. i'm gonna do some just for the hell of it! :D

Whats my typeee? *dreams*... *grin*... *drool*

1. What kind of boys do you like?

this i would make a list! :D
i like guys with:
that perrrfect body u just wanna run over and hug.. lols~
a great smile..
a great sense of humor..
a smart brain... and a brain.

2. Confident or shy?
Shy.. so i can bully them.. lols

3. Cute or cool?
if he's cute... that means he's cool..
if he's cool.. means he's not cute but omg gaga!!!

4. Chinito or big eyes?
wad is chinito? nawp dun like big eyes... i like eyes that are just perfect with glasses and perfect without glasses.. lols

5. Friendly or picky?
Friendly dammmit.. lols~ who'd want a picky little shit?

6. Fashionable or casual?
Casual - laid back.. but able to dress up on occasions.. like most days.. muahahha

7. Interesting or funny?
Funny... and interesting..
If he's just interesting... he could get boring.. lols

8 . Mysterious or out -in-the-open?
hmmmm... out in the open!!! i dun read minds!

9. Intelligent or witty?
dun think this would be a choice..he should come in both.. lols~

10. Rich or middle class?
it doesnt matter.. as long as he doesn't use my money.. cos i need to spend... ALOT.. hahaha

11. Romantic or buddy type?
Buddy typeeeee!! nah.. romantic.. cos i've got tons of buddies

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

for my mommmie



Monday, November 5, 2007

hate the weather.

its SO cold! :(

i just feel like hiding under my throw and my blanket and under a thick thick hoodie with sweatpants and the thickest socks available. and just sleep. *whines*

its tooo cold for me to handle. i don't think i'll make it through alive. *omg*

this is just the beginning of winter... and it'll take a month or so to get used to, and after that you will be fine- uncle Lai. *waaaaad* one month. i'm gonna dieeee!

well anyways, I'm gonna go snowboarding!! hahaha~ i know it's cold, but I just keep thinking about that everyday.. and that keeps me alive I guess. Nov 24, significant day.

there are a few goals i need to accomplish before i turn 21, and snowboarding is part of it. gotta get a few days off from work tooo..

Nov 23 would be me and Doris' baby sister's bday party... loads going on in November...

mummy's bday,- sang happy bday to her last night throught the webbie, it was fun.. hehe~ and we took our family pics through the display.. hahah~ very very interesting

little daven's bday... - gotta make him know that he shouldn't spend his money like how i spend mine.. gosh im bad influence.. he's just spending and spending and spending..

midterm to come on Thursday(chemistry), a paper to hand in this Tuesday(english)

this is the student life that i had always been wanting. now that i have it, i just wanna scream and run home and hide under my blanket cos.... i'd like it if it wasnt as cold as it is now. BOO!

so yeaaah.. enough ranting bout the friggin weather. back to my beloved pride and prejudice.

ps: i hate applying to uni.. its ripping me off.. 20 dollars for this.. 20 dollars for that... addduhh~