my world when I'm awake. my thoughts when I don't procrastinate.

Thursday, April 30, 2009


Doris and I are in Vancouver right now.

It's pretty awesome.. so far I met John, Ben and their family, May and Ronald.. and ANITA!

Most of us are heading to Hong Kong..

anyways.. 7 minutes til I board.



Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Who am I?

I'm beginning to question myself:

Who am I?

I'm not smart like an Asian.

I'm not Math-smart.

I'm not Money-smart.

I'm not Asian-smart.

Am I Asian?

I spend too much, I work too much, I do too much that all comes to nothing.

Why aren't asians like that?

Am I asian? Or am I... beginning to not be asian? Or was I.. ever Asian?

I never was an Asian.

I look Asian, I have Asian parents, I have Asian relatives, and they are all Asian-smart.

DAMN. I'm just DUMB.

ps: needing to pack but my room looks like a tornado just hit the place. I can't find my things. I am gaaaadaaaaaaym DUMB.


I thought I'd probably talk about this. L-O-V-E.
I see people laugh, people cry, people changing, people suffering. All because of love.

What is this four letter word that makes things so devastating? There is no in between in love. The story always ends as happily ever after, or you just end up crying, sobbing, like there's tomorrow because love just makes you suffer and it tortures and it just creates more problems.

Why is it frustrating to see people in love? When you're not ready to love, you try to love but the end result is no love. Why is that? It's because there IS NO LOVE.

I don't see the reason of going through so much shit and crap just so you can prove to yourself, him/her and everyone else the power of love that you have amongst each other.

Why is it when they say they love each other, they can still make each other sad? Isn't love supposed to be something happy? Isn't that why they draw love shapes as hearts and paint it red because it shows happiness? It shows the eagerness and the desperation of just pumping and it gives you life. Or does it just show the darkest route, the sad shape because with the way a heart shape is, it can crack right down the middle and make the world hell to an individual.

All I can say, is I'm glad the only thing that I love right now is my family and my money. It's the sense of knowing the things that I own that makes me happy. I guess that just makes me materialistic. Afterall, I am materialistic. I'm feeling more and more like a city girl. This is probably why Love just has no ending. LOVE. FML!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

La Li La La

HAHAHAH! I'm going home sooooooooooooooooo soon! In 6 days! I'll be in Asia Land in 6 days! So excited =)

Anyways I finished my exams.. Just gonna post some pictures of friends that I hung out with the past two days<3
Heather and Brittany at Original Joe's. They had awesome sweet potato fries!

Me and Brittany!
I thought this photo was really cool... and I took it using my CANON yo!

Us in the living room being silly..

Me and Martin decorating cupcakes. HAHAHA. If you look closely his fingers were sooo big, poor giant. LOL. his little stars had icing all over it too. sooo messy!

Carter, Martin and Dustin! The C M D. awwww
the pharmacist, the doctor.. and the doctor's roomie. I'm not too sure what he's studying.

The awesome miss hostess.. getting us LOTS of food (junk food)

Our little movie session... watched this weird movie.. I forgot what it was called.

Alyssa and I, my genetics buddeh.
us in our sweats.. the best hangout ever.. ever so cozeh.

and this is Doris.. hanging out with me and my friends.. she sleeps. and I took a picture of her with my flash on.. and she still sleeps. At least she doesn't snore like me! hahaha

Tuesday, April 21, 2009



[ ] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] you have been called a blonde.


[X] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[X] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen
[x] You have choked on your own spit.


[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.


[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[x] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'


[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.


[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] you plan to use a calculator to multiply your score

Grand total : 24

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4
and re-post as: I am 96% Mentally ill.
Then tag 10 people to take this quiz after you

anyone can do it.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

3 more finals to go..

Today's been exceptionally well for me. I've been studying... =) and I think I'm actuallly making big progress! I did the whole glycolysis cycle, PDH cycle, homolactic fermentation, alcohol fermentation and krebs cycle.

Anyways.. I have three more finals to go.. and I'm done this term! I have Biochemsitry, Physical Chemistry and Organic Chemistry.. How chemified can I get? LOL. I like the word Chemified. Ooo~

Yeah well the finals week didnt start out too great, I pulled an all nighter and watched movies while studying too (Physics paper) and yeah I woke up at 6am and thought it was still early so I went back to bed. THEN the next thing I knew it was 9am! Freaked out and panicked like there was no tomorrow.. I gotta say, the conversation that I had with Doris (<--click it click it!) was a little amusing. It was at the verge of desperation.. anyone would do that. LOL.

Lesson Learnt: to not pull an all-nighter.. and if you do, make sure you have all your alarm clocks turned on.
(my phone broke on the Tuesday that week... so I had no means of waking up with any source. yeah.. not so smart afterall hey?)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

My wake up call.

"Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like." ~ Will Smith

Came across this while reading a blog... *Sobs* true wake up call.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Big Bang feat. 2NE1 - Lollipop

Awesome song!

LG Rumour =)

Best thing that happened today:


Hope this lasts til I graduate.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

My April 2009. so far..

Well I dropped my phone, broke it.. it actually works, like i can pick up calls still.. but my screen is completely white so i can't text or check missed calls. and i turned my alarms off before it broke. so its not even functional as an alarm clock. BAHHH!

good news is I found a brand new phone on ebay.. 80 dollars cheaper than what it would cost if i bought it at the store. Its an LG Rumour. pretty.. but not the best phones in the world comparing to Blackberry's. I'm not up to that technology level yet so who cares. ITS WHITE!!! =)

I realised I do better when professors say that the course is gonna be the hardest course in my entire degree. I'm doing the best in that course... comparing to all the courses i'm doing. aiyyaaahh.

been buying things online lately.. so my credit card just keeps going. doi doi doi~

i'll be going home soon! so that i'm excited for.

Finals officially start tomorrow. so gotta get off this freaking addictive routine of mine. I NEED TO STAY AWAY FROM THE WORLD. the virtual world!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

weatherman make your decision.

It was raining cats and dogs last night... well heavier than a drizzle, and it went all morning til 6am (i slept at 6am).

and now it's snowing like there's no tomorrow... it's seriously like a blizzard. but snow is not accumulating on the floor because it's still wet from last nihgt.. or the few hours ago.

OMG weatherman make up your decision!

Can't we have spring yet? I'm sick of wearing my uggs to school... I'm sick of wearing three layers. =(


oh my blardy hell.

its my exam week... my most important week. and i find so many damn good dramas. OMG.



Thursday, April 9, 2009

Ngai Zhin He Zhong Yi Ngi...

I thought this was super funny!

Thanks Casper. LMAO!!!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Intercamp. LOL

My College's Newsletter is called the Intercamp

I don't usually read their issues but since I had 4 hours to kill before my lab finals.. and there was a copy of the newsletter lying on the table, I read it from the very first page till the last.

This is the last page on the newsletter... some comics.. and some ads.
Then I found this. LMAO!!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Potter =)

I noticed that I have not been talking about anything interesting that’s happening in school.

So let’s talk about Potter, Harry Potter.

His name is Sean.. But our organic chemistry (my hot instructor) calls him Potter. Potter has big glasses, the ones like wayferers.. Like old man glasses, in black frames. And he’s always late to class. Like 2-5 minutes late. Nothing serious.

Our instructor teaches organic chem labs as well. And my ochem instructor is Jason. Jason is awesome. I’ll talk about him later. Back to Potter. We once had an experiment that dealt with glacial acetic acid as one of the solvents. Glacial acetic acid is just a way they call acetic acid, CH3COOH. So Potter being Potter asked Jon (our instructor) why acetic acid was called glacial acetic acid. Jon without thinking replied, “It’s because they collected acetic acid from the glaciers, due to the high pressure that compressed all the water we obtain the acetic acid.” Potter was sooooooooooooooo impressed, but he doubted our instructor. So Jon told him to ask the Chem Lab Assistant. As Potter turned his back and walked towards the Assistant’s office, Jon waved the assistant down and managed to get him to continue the fib. HAHAHAHA~ (our class was laughing at this point but that wasn’t it) Potter… being Potter said that he’d like to ask other Chemistry instructors so Jon told him to go to the office and ask.

There’s Ross (our other lab instructor) and Roy Jensen (super strict instructor, Chem Coordinator)… Jon managed to call Ross in time before Potter went up.. So Ross told Potter the same thing and Potter wanted to get the final confirmation so he turned his back walking down the hallway to Jensen’s office. And Ross managed to hint Jensen (by waving frantically and giving him the signs while Potter was heading to his office). All in all… the whole Chemistry Department (well half of them, all the ones that were in the office) teamed up just to trick Potter. (ROFL!!!!!)

I don’t know if you guys think it’s funny. We sure do.

So back to describing to you guys how Potter looks like. He doesn’t look like a nerd, but he just owns black glasses that made Jon call him Potter. He usually wears all black, skinny jeans, black converse shoes, a grey shirt over a black shirt and a leather jacket. He has an iphone too. I know that cos he’s always on his iphone during lectures. And Potter has this friend that has a piercing on his eyebrow.. Our instructor calls him Malfoy! (LMAO!!!)

Anyways, it’s the end of our term and I guess I could say Organic Chem is my most interesting, most happening class. Jonathan had 2 tickets to the symphony that he couldn’t go to.. So he was going to give it to anyone in the class. We voted.. And Potter got it =) He and this one other guy, Dan (he’s got the best sense of dressing.. Or so I thought in the beginning of the term) had a battle where they had to name an instrument from the orchestra and Potter won. To top that day, Potter came in with a long purple dress.. And an BROOMSTICK!!!! I did not bring my camera that day.. So I took a picture of him with my phone.. Everyone else took a picture of him as well.. It was super funny.

And yes.. That concludes my Organic Chem class for the term. I wish I did better in the class… My finals are coming up.. So I’m gonna study really hard to make up for it. Afterall, he is the best instructor with super awesome writing too =)

Friday, April 3, 2009

I'm a sucker.

My net income for 2008 was over 30K.

But I saved nothing. OMG.

My net income for 2007 was just about 20K.

And I saved nothing.


I'm the worst spender ever :( and I thought I'd get better.

and the worst part? I'd only get 230 dollars back. FROGS.


How do I spend so much? I need counselling. =(

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

My April 2009.

April 2
Organic Chem Lab Review

April 3
Genetics Assignment Due
Physics Assignment Due

April 7
Organic Chem Lab Finals

April 8
Biochemistry Assignment Due

April 9
Genetics Lab Review
Physical Chem Lab Finals
Physics Assignment Due

April 14
Genetics Lab Finals

April 17
Physics Finals

April 18
Genetics Finals

April 20
Biochemistry Finals

April 21
Physical Chem Finals

April 22
Organic Chem Finals

April 30
Home. =D

ps: I'm going home broke. *SOBS*

pps: I hope I'm going to do well in all my papers.

ppps: I'm still gonna have to work.... but I'm gonna try to call in sick for my shifts. LOL

one more ps: I check my bank account TOO often. WAY TOO OFTEN. I'm always hoping that I'm being paid, or some kind of miracle would happen so the amount would increase drastically. SIGH. I'm a dreamer.

I need to do my taxes. I need a FAT return. BLAHH