Who am I?

I'm beginning to question myself:

Who am I?

I'm not smart like an Asian.

I'm not Math-smart.

I'm not Money-smart.

I'm not Asian-smart.



Am I Asian?


I spend too much, I work too much, I do too much that all comes to nothing.

Why aren't asians like that?

Am I asian? Or am I... beginning to not be asian? Or was I.. ever Asian?

I never was an Asian.

I look Asian, I have Asian parents, I have Asian relatives, and they are all Asian-smart.

DAMN. I'm just DUMB.

ps: needing to pack but my room looks like a tornado just hit the place. I can't find my things. I am gaaaadaaaaaaym DUMB.